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Question to discuss:
Why do people have to pretend to love you
You: Because we're lonely too
You: we're lonely and we're hurt
Stranger: because they want you to pretend that you love them too
You: and we cant' open up
You: we actually do care alot more than you ever realise, it's just ...we can't show it
You: so we appear heartless
Stranger: and we hope that if we pretend then someday it will be real
You: maybe if we keep searching, eventually we will find somebody who will just feel right
You: and we hurt so much inside, that we can't afford to be alone for any longer
Stranger: because we hate the thought we have when we're alone
Stranger: we cant handle the chaos in ourselves
You: can't eat. can't sleep. Can barely function
Stranger: so we hope that we can mask it by caring about others
You: and we keep having to pretend we're fine
You: caring for others helps fill the yawning chasm inside of us
You: maybe if we work hard enough, for enough people, we can wear ourselves out and never feel anything ever again...
You: maybe we can die and not wake up
Stranger: and then we hear stories of others happiness
Stranger: and become jealous of it
Stranger: we want to take part in it
You: we wonder why not us
You: did we not try hard enough?
Stranger: we want that story for ourselves
You: what is it we done wrong??
Stranger: then we try to find one person and pin all of our future happiness on them
Stranger: convinced that we wont be happy otherwise
You: but then we suffocate them
You: suffocate them with all our hopes and dreams and baggage
You: so then we learn not to open up. don't love, don't trust
You: that doesn't happen to people like you
Stranger: but because we dont love and trust, neither do the people around us
Stranger: we want to trust them, we want to love them
You: we want to open up, to reach out, so badly
You: but we can't!
Stranger: but we dont want to get hurt
You: and we can't break down those walls
You: no matter how hard we try
Stranger: walls you build so you dont have to be so vulnerable with them
You: they say you live and you learn
Stranger: walls we think will keep us safe
You: but no. we die more and more and more every day
Stranger: not realizing what it is we truly need
Stranger: what it was that could have saved us
You: and even so. Realising it and actually acheiving it are two very differnt things
You: it's just you. you on the outside of the world
Stranger: because we live in fear
You: and when that goes, nothing
You: why bother feeling when nothing ever changes?
You: pain doesn't hurt so much when it's all you ever feel
Stranger: pain is still pain though, and the thought of it terrifies you
You: there will always be aspects of it we can never shut out
Stranger: so we choose what kind of pain to we'd rather feel
You: some people might call that hope, but hope for us died out long ago
You: and then sometimes, when you finally ARE shown kindness, it hurts more than the rejection itself
You: your mind can't accept it. you think it's just a cruel game
You: you want to die.
You: and sadly, sometimes people do. never realising how close they really were. they could never see it
Stranger: but for those who dont, they build even higher and tougher walls
You: it's almost subhuman
Stranger: in those walls, they put windows
You: where does the hurt end, and the being begin?
Stranger: and then the being and the hurt become one
Stranger: there is no being without the hurt
You: we can't take it anymore
Stranger: it has become a part of them
You: but still we go on
Stranger: because we try to be hopeful
You: haven't we learned though?? No. we haven't
Stranger: if we did not hear those stories we would not want it
You: we just keep opening ourselves up to hurt
You: we are our own blessing, our own curse
Stranger: like a prisoner staring at the sky. had he not known of freedom before, he would not yearn it
You: and people wonder what's wrong with us...
Stranger: never realizing what's wrong with themselves
You: what's wrong with the world
You: we ARE the world
You: and most times, they haven't even touched the tip of the iceberg
Stranger: they have only gazed upon it from afar
You: so cold... so distant...
Stranger: assuming that it is the entire thing
You: thinking that they know how to help
You: Assume: ass/u+me
Stranger: thinking they understand our situation
Stranger: just because they've had a glimpse
You: Mortal fools! How little they know!
You: Never shall they know such pain and suffering that is ours!
Stranger: worse though are those who know that we are in pain
Stranger: and yet try to inflict more
You: Or are iindifferen t
Stranger: believing it will remove some of their own
Stranger: and then they try to justify their actions
You: but then, isn't that what we ourselves have become?
You: we pretend to love another, in the hope it will try and ease our pain
You: it's all we can do really
You: and so the cycle goes on
Stranger: and on.... and on....
You: until the whole world is hurt, and suffering, and wondering where is it we gone wrong
Stranger: and when they realize, where and how we went wrong
Stranger: how foolish we truly were
Stranger: it will be too late
You: if the mortal fools ever rise above themselves
You: but there will always be more.
You: More hearts, more young minds. More untainted souls that will arise to join the heaving masses of the dying
You: And the whole world shall burn together in agony
Stranger: while knowing deep down that it was inevitable, we question
Stranger: why did this happen?
Stranger: why us?
Stranger: why me?
Stranger: why now?
You: Because we are mortal
You: we are fools
You: dying fools in a dying world
You: all suffering together
Stranger: trying to blindly find hope
Stranger: prolonging our agony
You: But yet, it continues to elude us'
Stranger: and we die, wondering, could something have been done
You: But no. It's the way of the world
Stranger: and whether we realize that or not, our thought are not carried onto others
Stranger: and they are fated to meet the same fate
You: and so the suffering continues
Stranger: doom and despair our only true companions
You: Head the ever-desending darkness!!
Stranger: until our agony perishes with us
You: with so much agony, it's no wonder that outer space is black
You: it's been turned that way by our dying souls
Stranger: even us our bodies die, and rot, our souls live on in suffering
You: Tiny sparks of what was once life
You: living under the pretense of what people call stars
Stranger: forever watching those that still live suffer the same pain we did
Stranger: the same, and yet so different
You: we watch and we cannot help
You: we cannot guide them on their way
Stranger: we can only watch
You: watch and mourn, as they suffer the same fate as we once did ourselves...
Stranger: (i think that's a good place to end it)
Stranger: (before it gets too cyclical)
You: We had fun though
You: such morbid, romantic, undying fun...
You: Lolz wanna hook-up now?
Stranger: if we arrange it properly, we could sell this
Stranger: wait, girl or boy?
You: Still a better love story than twilight!!
You: I am so putting this on deviantart
Stranger: oh yea, most definitely.
Stranger: ooh awesome
You: Such a shame omegle only lets you meet up once
You: just once in our long lonely lifetimes!!!
Stranger: and we'll never know if we ever cross paths again
You: Such tradgedy!!
Stranger: since it "you and stranger"
You: such horrors, such heartbreak!!
Stranger: i know right
You: my heart doth breaketh forevermore </3
Stranger: such is our fate
You: oh wait, it's already broken
You: broken by the perils of our cruel cruel world!!
Stranger: until we can find something to make it seemingly whole again
You: but what shall we find??
You: I'd say each other, but we're already far too broken for that! D:
You: Oh the cruelties of our world!!
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