“Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking”
It's okay to cry
you may cry, scream, be full of hate towards the whole entire world
but you mustn't ever stay like that. And don't cut yourself.
When your whole entire being feels like it's being cut to pieces, your body is the last thing that's holding the fragments of what's left of you together, even when you feel there's nothing left
There's always still something, and you're already hurt beyond belief, so try not to cause more damage that doesn't need to be there.
Greiving will be hard. Coping will be almost worse. See if you can find someone, peoples if you're lucky, who won't judge or ask questions. Go to them.
If you're living with unsensitive people, or pricks who won't understand, move out. If you can't move out, just try stay as far away as you can.
I don't care if you think you can't, believe you cant, or downright know you can't. You can and you will. Trust me.
Don't let anyone touch you, not at first. You mustn't feel like you're being forced into anything.
Talking is good, but in your own time.
Cope. Cry. Live. Breath.
Don'tcrydon'tcrydon'tcrydon'tcry You mustn't give in at all costs
but eventually you do and you will and all the tears spill over
and then things keep coming and coming and you won't know if it'll ever stop
and it doesn't, for that is life
People won't always understand. Not all the time. People will sometimes ask questions
These are your scars chérie. These are what's truly yours
This is what you've been broken for, what you've lived and greived and died for, so many times
Don't be ashamed of your scars dear, they're what make you you
“You can't stop a heart from breaking, or from things being broken
But you can change your future, and how you cope with things”